"My Head & My Heart" (originally titled "Head & Heart")[3] is a song by American singer Ava Max. It was released on November 19, 2020, through Atlantic Records, as a single from the digital reissue of her debut studio album Heaven & Hell.
Background[]
The song was originally registered to GEMA on October 1, 2020 under the name "Head & Heart".
Composition[]
Lyric-wise, the song is about a confrontation between Max and an ex-lover that she cannot get out of her head. The song also interpolates ATC's 2000s hit, Around the World (La La La La La).
Track listing[]
Spotify Streaming
- My Head & My Heart: 2:54
Song Meaning[]
Ava Max's 'My Head & My Heart' delves into the internal struggle of decision-making and the conflict between reason and emotion. The song sets the stage for a deep exploration of the complexities of human nature and the challenges of reconciling conflicting desires.
The lyrics of the song paint a vivid picture of the emotional turmoil experienced when faced with difficult decisions. Ava Max expresses the extremes of losing control in love, influenced by both heavenly guidance and darker impulses. The mention of angels and monsters reflects the inner battle between positivity and negativity, highlighting the dichotomy of human emotions.
Through 'My Head & My Heart', Ava Max conveys her intent to convey the universal struggle of navigating conflicting emotions and desires. The song's impact lies in its relatability, as listeners resonate with the theme of being torn between rationality and passion. By incorporating elements of duality, Ava Max creates a narrative that reflects the complexity of human experiences and the constant battle between opposing forces within oneself.
In conclusion, 'My Head & My Heart' not only serves as a musical exploration of internal conflict but also as a reflection of Ava Max's artistic vision. The song's depth lies in its ability to provoke introspection and contemplation, inviting listeners to reflect on their own struggles with decision-making and emotional balance.
Lyrics[]
[Verse 1]
Baby, now and then
I think about me now and who I could have been
And then I picture all the perfect that we lived
'Til I cut the strings on your tiny violin
Oh, woah
[Pre-Chorus]
My mind's got a m-m-mind
Of its own right now and it makes me hate me
I'll explode like a dynamite if I can't decide, baby
[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run
And monsters call it love, oh no
My head and my heart, I'm are caught in between, yeah
[Post-Chorus]
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
[Verse 2]
Tell me yes or no
Asking the heavens, "Should I stay or should I go?"
You held my hand when I had nothing left to hold
And now I'm on a roll, oh (Oh, woah)
[Pre-Chorus]
My mind's got a m-m-mind
Of its own right now and it makes me hate me
I'll explode like a dynamite if I can't decide, baby
[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run
And monsters call it love, oh no
My head and my heart, I'm are caught in between, yeah
[Post-Chorus]
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
[Bridge]
I'm standin' at the crossroads
I cross my heart with X's and O's
Which way leads to forever?
Woah-oh, oh-woah oh, oh-woah oh, oh-woah oh
God only knows
[Chorus]
My head and my heart, are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run
And monsters call it love, oh no (Monsters call it love)
My head (my head) and my heart (my heart)
Are caught in between, yeah
[Post-Chorus]
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la (Oh)
La-la, la-la, la-la, la (La-la, la-la, la-la, la)
La-la, la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
La-la, la-la-la (Oh yeah)
La-la, la-la, la-la, la
Music video[]
The song's official music video co-directed by Charm LaDonna and Emil Nava was released on February 25, 2021.
Another music video was released for the acoustic version of the song. In the video, Max is seen performing in a room with red lighting. Her hair is colored her natural dark brown rather than blonde, but it is still styled in the signature "Max Cut". She is seen performing in front of four female string players (three on violins and one on the cello).
Trivia[]
- The song was used in an episode of RuPaul's Drag Race in which Ava Max starred as a judge. Max commented on the event, saying "My face didn't even express it, but I was in shock. I was like - 'How can one person be doing all that?'"
Gallery[]
Behind the Scenes[]
Videos[]
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